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Stagnant

Have you ever felt so stagnant in life? That no one can help you to move forward, or even to fall backwards? Not even your own self? No matter how hard you try, picking up but things just fall back to original position? Nothing can be done other than wait. Wait for things to happen, wait for others input, wait for luck to side me once again. Craving and grabbing for attention, hoping someone will understand your feelings, especially that someone who matters. Looking at people moving on, marching forward in life, leaving you mounted on your original place. That kind of suffer, have you tasted?

Yes, I am in that position now,
s t a g n a n t

my clock has stop ticking, my water has stop flowing, my heart... will stop pumping.
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Get ready....HG
April 12, 2010 at 9:18 PM
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